it's all worth it

Long time
No blog

Busy as
H-E- Double hockey sticks

My very smart two year old
Has become a very MOUTHY
Two year old
She is just testing us
We know
It's all a big change for her

My very smart 4 week old
Will NOT remove his mouth
From my breasts
He would nurse all day if
I let him

c-day

Wondering what
"C-day"
Refers to?

Well
This morning our
Very precious
16 day old son
Had his
Very painful
"C" appointment

Now do you get it?

They don't do it in the hospital
Here anymore
If they do, not very often
As it is now considered
"Cosmetic"
To want your male child's foreskin
Removed

These days
You take him home
Call an Urologist
Make an appointment
Pay them CASH
And they do it in their office

Takes all of 5 minutes

Then they come home
And scream
As the freezing
Wears off

:(

I'm terrified
To change his diaper
In case I hurt him
As they don't bandage them now
Either
They just put a heaping clump
Of Vaseline
On his little thang

Poor little guy

I know
I know
We did make the decision
But it doesn't mean
I still can't feel bad
For putting him through this