PANGS

I have a jealousy problem.
I do.

It's weird because I love my life.
I have a wonderful, kind and loving Hub...
I have a amazing daughter...
A terrific family...
Terrific friends...
A terrific home..
We have the means to do a lot..

But I still get that PANG of jealousy now and again.

At the moment, the PANG was created by my best friend
Telling me she is heading to NYC this afternoon for a few days.

NYC is my absolute most FAVORITE place in the entire world
Not that I've been to THAT many places up until now
But I love it to no end.

I usually go every year
Not always with my Hub
Sometimes with really great friends
And sometimes with others
(Please refer back to my drama reference yesterday)
But I always go.
And I always have a spectacular time.

All she has to do is say the intitials 'NYC"
And I immediately start planning her trip
As if it were MY trip

I'm a freak.

We do have a trip booked there in October
But that was before we bought a new house
That we will move into a couple of weeks later
We still MAY go
But that's a big 'MAY'..
I hope we do

So, this is the latest source of my PANGS...

DO NOT even get me started on the mouse-pads....